Actually, I'm not entirely sure what I'm happy about, but heyy! I'll roll with it.

So's ya, life's kind of calmed down a bit. Mom's done being a bitch...for now. >< Lol I'm waiting for another explosion when we talk about college again. Oy.

Band's almost over. I have 2 shows tomorrow, one in each of the local middle schools. Then that's it! I'm done with Marching Band. FOREVER! Seriously, I think I'm gonna cry. I love band too much for it to already be over.

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And we're back into the pit once more. Oy...

I'm trying to apply for colleges right now, and I'm already uber-scared for rejection. I plan on applying to as many colleges as possible to get the best turnout (hopefully!), and I'm bacically letting it go from there.

Well, here comes Big-Bad-Old-Mom saying that I can't go to the college I want to go to the most, NMU, because she 1: thinks it's too far away, and 2: thinks I'm going because my BFF is going there as well. LIES. I can understand number one, but honestly, I need to get the fuck out of here. I don't wanna deal with my mother any longer. I can't wait 'till I graduate.

But number two, however, is a completely retarded reason and I really wanna punch her in the face for it. Seriously, I've wanted to go to Northern long before I even knew was going as well. The most annoying bit of it all is the fact that she doesn't believe me, saying that she knows me better than I think she knows me. Again, LIES AND DECIET. I know that she likes to over-exaggerate on my mistakes, and now anything I do, she has locked in her brain as something much worse than what it was, and whenever I try to do something like that again, she'll bitch at me about it forever and say I'm not allowed to do it because she says so. ARGH.

Evil wretch of a woman...

On a lighter note, YAY JOURNAL SKINZZZZZ!!!